Friday, July 19, 2013

Blog 3 - A Bunch of Grapes



         I'm sure whether it is a bias, but I do always deem that the only one at the bottom of a bunch of grapes is the sweetest. Each time with a kind of esteem and expectation eating beads of grapes down from the top, there is infinite experience and the last one is finished without taste and commemoration.
         (Having been working painfully on subject 2 for dozens of hours, I really need to pause temporally and write this blog first while sentimental music is still cheering me up.)
         “Q-H-Q” looks like a bunch of grapes.
         What makes a good question?
         Free-write is a good way to note ideas in a short time. But sometimes the writing is disordered and easy to wander. Q-H-Q is a way to pop up questions continuously against a specific topic. It is pretty purposive. But sometimes it is really difficult to propose more valuable questions on the topic because the realm is already narrowed down small enough in the end. My topic is talking that melancholy is positive. The key terms are melancholy, sensitivity, reflection and creation. How did “sensitivity” come to my mind? When I was discussing the characteristics of melancholy with others, it just appeared. How did “reflection” come to my mind? When I searched out an essay talking about the relations between melancholy and philosophy, it occurred to me a scene that philosopher looks so painful when thinking about the philosophy. What about “creation”? Because poet is sensitive, a lot of wonderful poems are created. Philosopher always reflects on something and then writes down (“temporary”) truth. All of these are creations. Hence, the word popped up in my mind. When I was listening to some sentimental or sorrowful music, I felt the melancholy and it occurred to me a poetic sentence by Percy Bysshe Shelley, “If Winter comes, can Spring be far behind?”. Such beautiful poem full of melancholy has been enchanting thousands of people, young and old, women and men.
         I’m not going to say if those key terms are good or not. I cannot. But I gained them due to discussion, research, sensing, interest, experiences and persistence.
         As the world has been developed and materialized, there are less chances and less time for people in cities to think deeply. Move fast, eat fast, walk fast. They are easy to get melancholy but feel blank at well. Some even have melancholia, or do something much more horrific. Because glitz and simpleness? There is some misunderstanding. Actually, melancholy is an emotion and not a sickness. Melancholia is a disease. Over melancholy can lead to melancholia. I just realized that when working on the topic. My ideology was destroyed and re-built. Some professors link the melancholy to aesthetic. Then the topic could be huge. Though I cannot interpret their theories well, I’m trying. Know melancholy and don’t go to the extreme of it. Move it brightly by a certain way, writing, telling, reading or appreciating. OK?

         “If Winter comes, can Spring be far behind?”
Percy Bysshe Shelley

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